Showing posts with label reviews. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reviews. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

You Can Make Me (But You Can't Break Me)

I hesitate to make a claim that bold because I know damn well the lengths people will go to break me, both as a woman and as a human being. Is it a little sad to say that I'm aware I'm not invincible and I'm not proposing a challenge to physically cripple or harm me, just making a stand as a writer?

Regardless, this is what I mean-- While fans and trolls can promote me in terms of popularity and sales, there is nothing that can be said that will make me give up my dream to write and draw. I've heard it all-- some people can find no fault (and can offer me no room to grow) while some people absolutely hate things I've done (also offering nothing to improve on). However, good or bad, the words are showing that people are paying attention.

Often that is the way people will strike the hardest. It's not the complements or insults that cast the worst shadows, but the silence. People like Trump, attention whores, would slap the water but eventually sink if we just stopped talking about him. It's why many people have resorted to becoming infamous, eschewing quality and integrity in favor of staying in the spotlight. At first, it did hurt that I couldn't get people to read my work. However, I wondered about the path of my stories and my work when the temptation of money and burden of popularity colored it.

Green can be a lovely color, but often lends tragic results in combination with others. You have a little green and it's never quite as green as you like, so you want more. You gather it and wonder if it's as green as it could be. And why the hell are you not happy with it when so many people's only taste of green is envy?

I know that money isn't everything, but the people who say that most often have more than what is comfortable or not much at all. Rich people can be the most blasé about it, but also live lives so effortlessly comfortable, blind to the things that are auto-paid or complimentary or expected, the red carpets rolled out that they never look down at while their noses are turned up. Poor people can be so used to the exhausting struggle to have enough of it to throw at basic needs that they prefer chicken farming to the endless effort every little detail of survival makes necessary. So many of us are sick of money-- both the dependency and that it's hard to make it fill all the holes in our lives that we think it should.

Of course, I think about money. Taking on writing and art as my primary contribution has not been a road to financial comfort. However, I have never felt like I am more in my element than when I work on it. Many people unfailingly believe that if you do what you love, you never work a day in your life. It's not exactly true taken literally because many people realize a dream is harder work than they're willing to risk when they do make a go of it. Even the people that stick with it have crippling moments where their resolve is tested. Some even admit to quitting for years but still longing for it, just don't want to repeat those mistakes but unsure of what other routes are available. What is true about it is that the work is a compulsion that exceeds duty. Even when it's hard, you're left with a determination that is hard to describe with any word short of passion or love. It's intense even when it's frustrating. You could throw everything down and walk away and you find yourself ending up in front of it again. And yes, time spent doing it is gone so fast. Your body may feel the full 14 hours, but your mind is confused by what time it is. Didn't you just blink and the hours are gone? You go back through what you did and sometimes look at it in a state of wonder. Did you really just do that?

Nothing can compete with that. It's just a fact. You can tell me I suck or I'm pretentious or perverted or boring or confusing-- pick your adjective-- but you can't say anything to me I haven't already beat myself with at some point. You can't amplify it in numbers or voices or threaten to blacklist me. You can pick it apart or slam it with bad reviews. I can't say it doesn't hurt, but it doesn't stop my drive to keep going. Unless I see some constructive criticism, I don't let it lay on a nerve. It's small and insignificant compared to the fire burning to keep going.

Finishing up, I do want to say that you can find fault with my views on this, but what matters is that I am doing something that makes me happy. And others as well. What strangers think I should do will not play into what I can and want to do. While I am full grateful for support and opportunities to grow, negativity has no place in my focus.

*I do apologize if any generalizations are taken as a blanket statement. That's never the intention. I do have experience with wealth in different extremes and I know there are exceptions. It doesn't change the fact that money is a poisonous crutch to so many people and we need it just as much as we don't want to. We don't want to care about it but we're aware of its power. It's not a perfect world and there's no perfect way to sum it up, but it is important to discuss our impressions and experiences in a way that makes it clear we are aware that they are opinions are not facts.

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Today is the Greatest... (Don't Sue Me, Billy Corgan...)

Yes, I'm a huge fan of Smashing Pumpkins. When CDs became a thing, my very first CD purchase was the SP Adore album. After seeing him on one of those late night shows as a musical act (probably one of the Jimmy shows), I can say for certain the man still has a voice that gives me tingles.

NO! That's not what I'm here for! The ultimate milestone is finally here and I'm gloating! My first nine book series is published in completion... or is it? Technically, yes. I have a couple of possible spin-off ideas for it, but I've wanted to tuck this one under my belt so I could move onto other series and ideas and genres.

Let me give you a sexy little roster of my published works:
  1. The Truth about Heroes: One of Many
  2. The Truth about Heroes: Two Sides to Everything
  3. The Truth about Heroes: Menage a Trois
  4. A World Reborn: Children of Heroes
  5. A World Reborn: Higher Reasoning
  6. A World Reborn: Deicide
  7. Each Endless Universe: Close Encounters
  8. Each Endless Universe: Dual Decisions
  9. Each Endless Universe: Original Sin
  10. UnNamed
Heh. Poor UnNamed, all alone down there... Not for long, since UnSung is in the making and even its two sequels are in planning. Hey, how about a quick look at some future projects in the Bingo ball machine while we're here...
  • UnSung (UnQuadrilogy, Book 2) (adult epic fantasy)
  • UnHeard (UnQuadrilogy, Book 3) (adult epic fantasy)
  • UnVeiled (UnQuadrilogy, Book 4) (adult epic fantasy)
  • Dreampunk Chronicles 1: Through the Golden Doors (YA steampunk fantasy)
  • Piscine (Sci-fi Crime Thriller)
  • Rock My World (webcomic) (sci-fi romance)
Now, those are the ones I feel okay with confirming, each either in advanced planning or a few chapters set up at least. I do have a romance novel idea I'm tossing around as well as a non-fiction idea on the joys and discipline of drawing. I'm actually going to start working on the YA fantasy book next. It will be shorter and kid-friendly, a very different challenge from UnSung, which is an important draw in writing for me-- don't stay comfortable in any one place. I came into this wanting to try anything and everything and test myself. As long as I'm relatively obscure, I can just keep sneakily building my library with whatever I wish, see which ones build momentum. I'm also very careful to choose genres and ideas that I would not hate to keep writing. While I would certainly take a demand into concern, I also have no intention of pandering to one. Having the freedom to work and grow while making it available for public consumption and support is a nice balance.

UnSung will be a work in progress for the next few months yet. I have yet to draft the third part and epilogue and even once they're written, I will attempt to pull in some beta readers and run many edits regardless of how beta reading goes. I'd love to get some eyes on it, but I also don't intend to hold it hostage. As I've said, where I am now, I have no intention of growing stagnant. As long as the ideas keep coming, I'm going to keep moving forward. One of the advantages to living in these times is that we don't have to sit and wait for approval to keep running along the path to growth. I'm not a traditional girl and I won't wait for traditional means. It's just not happening and it doesn't have to.

Don't let gatekeepers stand in the way of your ambitions. Gatekeepers don't mean that your work is ironclad or guaranteed or even that your job is easier. It's not. There are many people who see traditional publishing as appealing because of the amount of work they don't have to do. Whatever your ambitions, bask in the fact that you have options suited to your vision. I'm sure you've seen these before, but there's no shortcut to a masterpiece any way you go. You can count on only ever being able to pick two...

It's not a hard rule for every type of creative pursuit, mind you, and when you're the only one involved you can usually tell yourself you can be all three. However, any outside help you get, it's realistic to expect it to fall under this rule.

Damn it, I just can't avoid the creep into advice mode...

CELEBRATE, YOU WORKAHOLIC, YOU!

In any case, another birthday, but these milestones are a rare beauty indeed. Want to give me a cheap birthday gift? Grab one of my ebooks or two, write a review (and no, I'm not going to act as if the world has ended if you don't like it either-- my career aspirations aren't nearly that fragile).

And look forward to more work ahead!

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Solo: It's a Better Movie than It Got Credit for

 SPOILERS AHEAD---- I'm not good at avoiding these, so if you haven't seen the movie, you might want to bail...

I did something most people probably didn't do before seeing this movie; I didn't watch any trailers, read any reviews or go into it with high hopes. In fact, I never really got into any of the Star Wars movies after the original trilogy. I liked the pod racing scene in Phantom Menace, but the next two movies were mostly awkward and forgettable to me. With Force Awakens, I did have to wonder if they casted it well and I just wasn't feeling Kylo Ren at all. The only seen I really liked was where Finn and Rey were working together to hit switches in a fight scene-- the only place where the movie had perfect chemistry. I don't remember Rogue One very well, but I remember the ending was sad. I didn't even bother seeing Last Jedi but I'm sure I will eventually.

Solo is my favorite Star Wars movie now.

These days, I'm scarce on social media or any type of opinion forum. I don't depress myself by devouring world news. I enjoy the internet for its very valuable factual research for my stories. I can admit that it can get addictive to be 'liked', but the tables are just as likely to turn. The fact that I can't tell if people are being serious or satirizing is another big turn-off. I consider myself to be very moderate, not so I can agree with my liberal and conservative friends, but so they understand that I intend to disagree with them when my own experiences prove an exception to their opinion.

That's the baseline for my standpoint. When I saw that this movie, Solo, was doing badly, I was genuinely shocked. I didn't go in with any agendas, but one of the first outrageous claims I saw was that this was an 'SJW movie'.

I have no idea how anyone can get that out of this movie. We're used to movies with a diverse cast by now and not only was this cast perfect for each of their roles (Danny Glover, Paul Bettany, Thandie Newton and Woody Harrelson, not to mention Amelia Clarke) I don't feel like they were 'color-casted' at all. I'd have a hard time even trying to put another actor into their roles. 

Let's get another bit out of the way before I launch into the SJW bit though; Alden Ehrenreich is no Harrison Ford. I don't think he was badly cast and it didn't ruin the movie for me, but we don't live in a time that makes men or actors like Ford anymore. Harrison Ford also came from an era where men and women didn't shame each other for their differences. That being said, while he didn't hit the same charisma or reckless arrogance as Ford, he was still convincing as an inexperienced, young Han Solo.

Now let's get to L3. How anyone can assume that this was a WIN for SJWs is beyond me. Directly from the onset, Lando makes it clear that he would erase L3 if he could but her navigational maps are indispensable. He finds all aspects of her personality irritating and humors her unfortunate personality because he's a showy, arrogant man who likes to possess things that no one else has. He tolerates a lot of bullshit and takes a lot of risks to have those things. When you look at how he deals with her, it is less a romance and more a purely comical arranged marriage type situation. Notice that when he is desperate to save her and the bottom half falls off, he hesitates for less than a second before he makes off with what he considers the most important. And I do think he is a little sad to see her go, but in the way that mismatched people often grow on each other. Han Solo and Leia were wildly attracted to each other and also completely annoyed.

And as for the SJW revolution where L3 'liberates' the droids? When she releases the restraint bolts on the first droid, she sets it free and then seems clueless as to what the fuck it should do. As the scene switches between the action, the next glimpse we get is her celebrating because she found her calling and all around her, the 'freed' droids are... basic fucking morons. They're running into things, wheeling over things back and forth, because most of them are low-level machines built with very limited purposes. L3 is like a Swiss Army knife in terms of use and she herself puts anything Lando says as her top priority, but her 'side missions' and 'purpose' are useless and hilarious, not very flattering to SJWs. The droids don't really represent slavery or anything so lofty; they come off as quite the opposite-- it is more akin to throwing your PlayStation in the dishwasher to clean dust off of it. To me, it seemed to poke fun at what happens when you meddle in the individual function of a logical society, you get chaos without purpose. What it DID succeed in was adding to the distraction and chaos that the main characters needed so that they could escape. It was never the central purpose and it doesn't glorify social justice in the least. It was just funny.

Now as for the movie as a whole, as far as I'm concerned, the pacing was perfect. The characters complemented each other well and it was funny, dramatic, and action-packed in all of the right amounts for me. One thing movie writers have been doing really well in modern times is choreographing beautiful intelligent fight scenes that do an excellent job utilizing their environments. I think Alden and Amelia had a chemistry that worked well, none of the awkward unbelievability that Hayden Christensen and Natalie Portman, both terrific actors in all other respects, suffered in their compatibility. I have to admit I've become a big fan of Danny Glover and Thandie Newton; him from Community and her in Westworld as Maeve. Maeve is easily one of my favorite characters to date and she nails it. Glover is flawless as Billy D. Williams, er, Lando Calrissian and that's just it-- he doesn't just get into character, he really took the time to research his predecessor. Paul Bettany as Dryden Vos-- I can't say it enough how underrated Paul Bettany is as an actor because this was a VERY masterfully done and subtle villain that might easily have been ruined by anyone else. Woody Harrelson, well, he tends to rock roles in movies I didn't even like. I was not a Hunger Games fan but the guy he played in that (and Elizabeth Banks' Effie Trinket) were the only reasons I bothered (although Donald Sutherland makes a chilling villain, pun absolutely intended).

While it's regrettable that Thandie Newton's character (I think it was Val, but it was so rarely said) and the little four armed guy were short-lived, I can't say there were any characters that weren't well done. I had to look her up because I'd never seen her prior to this but the gorgeous Erin Kellyman who plays Enfys Nest is someone I intend to look for in the future. She's got such striking features that you could never mistake for anyone else. Even the brief characters were dimensional though.

I would not be disappointed if there weren't more movies in the Solo saga. I didn't feel like this one HAD to be continued, that it was complete within itself, but I would certainly try more of them if they go ahead with that. I feel like this is a movie that did its job; it told the back story of Han Solo learning some of the most important and hardest lessons that formed him. I'd never really imagined this movie would ever be made, but I'm very glad it was. It wasn't loaded with terrible CGI, and some people may complain it was too dark in places and that it seemed like a low budget shortcut, but I can't say that ever bothered me and there are plenty of video games and movies I would make that complaint about.

Here's what I'd really like to leave you with-- try to avoid consuming media with too much knowledge going in. Hype or bashing might overinfluence your ability to enjoy it or even form your own opinion. I might have enjoyed it less if I dissected it according to what other people said. Even now, I feel like I make a unique contribution to the arguments rather than just agreeing or disagreeing BECAUSE I didn't go in expecting anything. Perception is everything. I might have liked Hunger Games if I hadn't seen the concept done better in Battle Royale for example. Opinions are all over the place, but when it comes to the SJW argument, I think that bit was comedic genius that managed to shit on both SJWs AND anti-SJWs. Come with me and sit on the fence where it's easier to shit on both sides.

I'm sticking to my story; this was my favorite Star Wars movie to date. I still love the original trilogy but this was just a great balance of everything and I didn't feel like it pandered to anyone. You didn't have to be a fan to like this movie, but a fan could still enjoy it. I'm not trying to change minds, but I really, really feel like the harsher critics weren't watching the same movie I was. It's almost alien how differing the opinions are-- all the more reason I think people should get out and see it. Where do you fall?

Thursday, April 12, 2018

How to Be an Awesome (Professional) Reviewer

Up to this point, I have usually focused my blogs on personal anecdotes, updates and tips for writers. However, writers are also readers, sometimes even exchanging stories with other writers; a beta reading swap, for any who are unfamiliar. You may also be picked as an ARC reader (Advance Review/Reading Copy). Now, ARCs were traditionally sent out prior to a release, but these copies are also used by self-pubbers to pass out to reviewers-- a free copy and crossing your fingers that they won't just run off, basically. The reason a lot of self-pubbers do this is because they don't have the money to shell out for copyright protection and there is automatic protection once published. Some don't shell out for professional editors or cover designers so they use other resources to try to get their work up to speed and noticed.

I won't go into the ongoing controversy that led to the inspiration for this post (I've brought it up in prior posts-- the tendency for bisexual women to be attacked for writing male/male romance), only that a fellow writer and published author, Sarah Beth James, ran into a legitimate concern with an ARC reader and it brought up some great points.

Writers are certainly not excluded from being diplomatic. When we seek out ARC/beta readers or reviewers, editors or cover designers, we certainly must observe simple rules of professionalism. We cannot demand performance, whether we pay or not. Before you go up in arms (but I paid to get these results!) understand that you do have a duty to research prior to this. You can't tie up a designer's time, scrapping all of their ideas just because their style doesn't match your vision. You have to look at the work or recommendations from former customers to see what you're getting into. There are reasonable expectations of professionalism on both sides.

I would be happy to go into the relationship for other writer/professional relationships, but for today. We're aiming at reviewers.

So how can you be an awesome reviewer?

1) You are a professional.

I don't care if you're a housewife from Vermont, you are a professional. If you are in any way an influencer or prolific reviewer, you are a professional. Don't use the excuse that you only do it on your free time or your spouse is the breadwinner. Even published writers have the tendency to downgrade their importance-- 'I'm just a writer, not a best seller.' I will not fault anyone for humility, but I don't ever want to hear it as a defense when you're challenged to explain quality. If you put yourself out there as a reviewer, you are expected to be professional. If not, you may get blacklisted by writers who see your work as damaging and unprofessional and the requests will stop coming in.

2) Don't make it about you.

When someone asks you to review their work, be careful that you aren't using their platform to self-promote. Don't go on and on about how you are the expert in a genre. In the reading/writing world, that's called gatekeeping. In fiction, you should understand that facts are often skewed to explore new ideas. Writers often delve into unexplored areas and are not making an attempt to tackle real-world issues. Fiction is largely the territory of escapism. You may very well find hidden agendas but I can assure you that there are just as many unconscious biases or intentional straying that is done as well. When in doubt, ask the writer. That being said, nonfiction writers ARE expecting to be challenged on their facts or opinions. Feel free to do so, but take it outside of a review. Give them the opportunity to elaborate and you may improve future editions.

Absolutely do NOT inject your political, social or religious agendas or virtue-signal that you are the righteous and the author is wrong. It is a guaranteed way to get yourself blacklisted. Authors talk to each other, share screenshots, provide proof and discuss. We generally know to avoid engaging with reviewers on review sites (at least publicly), but it doesn't mean we don't warn each other away from unprofessional betas/ARCs. You are also entitled to screenshot author harassment if you feel they are not being professional. Usually, it's better to move on, but there are exceptions, especially with multi-platform offenders.

Feel free to brag about your ARC experiences on your blog or website. That is certainly your platform and a good place to elaborate.

3) Offer a clear distinction between taste and technicality

I have mentioned before that my friend Joe Maley is extremely adept at this in his movie reviews. Not only is he able to tell you what he liked and didn't like, but he can compare it to other work and even recommend similar movies if you did like it and he didn't. What makes him so successful is the language he uses. Facts are often worded appropriately-- 'this is a movie about this and this.' Opinions are not disguised as fact 'I liked this character because...' It sounds simple but deceptively so because novices will often slip into unhelpful language, going so far as to assuming no one will like something because of their strong aversion to it, or even that it shouldn't exist at all. Those opinions are important but your feelings are not central to the intended audience and you must be aware of that. Once you've stated your tastes, remember to go back to reviewing the quality of the story, making it clear what audience it might appeal to. Even if you have to struggle with that part, it will make you a more intuitive reviewer if you offer that information.

4) Size matters

... and bigger is not always better. Yup, I said it. A well-thought out review shouldn't be a five paragraph essay and too much information may be tantamount to spoiling the content. Instead, start with a synopsis that states the facts. Help the audience find it-- genre, a couple of the main characters, the main plot and the tone/mood (dark, happy, etc). Follow it up with your strongest impressions, good and bad (I'm going into this more on the next point). Again, steer clear of spoilers like "I didn't like when the main villain turned out to be an ally." The same goes for trigger warnings. Take care that you aren't vague enough to create a bias or detailed enough to spoil. When in doubt, leave it out. As an ARC reader, you are invited to connect with the writer on these concerns before posting your review. Use the privilege.

5) Bullet point pros and cons

Formatting can be tricky on review sites so, as a reviewer, take the time to see what options are available to maximize the presentation. Gain basic knowledge of HTML, to start. Most form boxes on review sites use some variation of HTML. If at all possible, use the bullet point format to clean up your pros/cons section. If you don't already, you may want to develop an order or system. Your first point in pros and cons is for the characters, the second point is for the style, etc. There's no right format here, but this is a good way to offer a fair assessment on taste and technicality. 'This character was too whiny for me, but not for lack of being well-written' or 'I might have liked this character if the author had used them more like this.' Again, steer clear of spoilers.

6) Don't include remarks on errors

This goes double if you're reviewing an indie author. This isn't because you should let lower standards slide. Most indie authors want to be held to the same (or better) standards than traditional publishing. (Better, because you can't tell me Twilight, 50 Shades of Grey, or anything by Dan Brown was professionally edited.) The point here is that self-pubbers have full control at all times and they can correct grammatical or continuity errors any time they damn well please. Again, if you have the privilege to correspond with them privately, do it. As an ARC reader, you may not have time to point out every error or how you would fix it. Whether you can or will or not, you can be as vague as 'if you fix the grammatical errors in these stories/chapters, it would improve the star rating by one star.' That might sound like an ultimatum by itself, so maybe add that you can withhold the review as a courtesy until contacted about the change. A professional writer will not pitch a fit.

I'll give the reviewers this much-- some authors will not take criticism or pushback at all, but if you considered your position carefully and observed diplomacy, you don't lose points as an awesome reviewer. Being an awesome reviewer does not mean that you are passing out 4 and 5 star reviews. While that certainly helps, ARC reading is a good opportunity for both author and reviewer to educate the other and build a rapport. Become a valuable ARC and it may put you first on their list for secret promotions, future copies and other perks.

7) Your copy is for your use only

I've seen that there are people who believe that since they volunteered their precious time towards the task, they are entitled to give away or even sell hard copies to whoever they want. No. Just no. Not only is an ARC not the same as the final version in many cases, you are violating the confidence of the role and profiting from that. But it's the same as selling it to a used book store or giving it as a gift! Then why won't bookstores accept ARCs? Go ahead and try. And yes, internet piracy happens, but it's also highly frowned upon, especially for new authors. Being trusted with a free copy IS the reward, whether you like it or not. You can't eat free ice cream then return to the counter and say you didn't like it and you wanted a different flavor instead. You consumed and now you either delete it or destroy the copy. An ARC is a step above the average reader, given access to the author as well as the privilege. I don't say this from a position of entitlement; I don't feel as if an author's work, my own included, is above reproach. However, it is certainly my work and there are proper channels and expectations. As a side note, I have seen several groups on FB closed for violation of ARC use. If you are profiting on a large scale, you can incur much heavier legal penalties.

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I have to reiterate at this point that these ARE NOT RULES. You can be as blunt as you like, but you are going to lose opportunities to connect if you eschew diplomacy in order to sound 'real.' Don't know if you've noticed, but people are getting sick of 'real.' Value your opinions enough to communicate them well. Anyone can lay down a rant, so take the time to be the rebel that maximizes the efficacy of communication. You don't have to use big words (I know I tend to do that, but I have certain feelings about dumbing down, just as surely as thesaurus-hugging), just use plain language that shows a consideration for what you actually read. You may use your own voice, but how you do it will separate you from being a respected reviewer or a blow-hard.

Keep these things in mind and it will certainly benefit everyone's experience. Yes, you and the author are important cogs in the wheel, but the audience, the zeitgeist is tricky enough without interference. Be honest, be involved, but above all, be professional. You ARE a professional, even if it's your first ARC. Every résumé starts somewhere. 

For the writers in the audience, keep it up and take precautions. Above all, enjoy your work. I hope readers and writers (and those who are both) build valuable relationships. As always, I'm here to help!